Sick
I’m horrifically sick to night. Fluish symptoms achy and dizzy and nauseous.
Matthew pitied me and went to Kroger while I tried to distract my self with “2 fast 2 furious”
Got a bit into it. Until I was just to sick to hang out down stairs, braved the cold wet stormy night, to get to the upstairs apartment at his dads house we are currently occupying. .
It’s hard to swallow.
I dug around for my “hot pants” my night pants with jalapenos on them… because their comfy.
I’m wearing his U of M sweatshirt was wearing it all day.
I remember thinking to my self as I dozed off during art history this morning. How it’s like he’s snuggling with me. I just fell asleep in the sleeves, and smelled what little I could that reminded me of Matthew. Then was in out of conciseness’ all class.
Doug said I looked dead.
At my Mel scripting class, I was really out of it.
I’m usually as help full as I can be.
Being one of the students that have at least some familiarity with Linux as an OS. Not that I’m very good. We usually field most questions to Fred.
I crashed Maya today. Rob from the boards knows, I kept him posted on my abilities, being the queen of the crash.
Apparently I can kill any system. Linux itself was ok. But Maya freaked out and froze. Although it could have been because my pro had just come over to “help me”; earlier in order to “help” me he deleted all y particles and about and hours worth of programming to make my fishy swim. Grrr.
I gave Fred a rice crispy treat to fix my computer. He was happy.
Any way matt got home
And just him showing up made me feel so much better.
His simple presence is enough to make me feel better most days.
He brought home, a thermal pad for my back, because I’m achy.
Triaminic, I don’t know if it will help any, but it’s like a therapy thing, you remember tastes and stuff from when you were a kid and their comforting.
I also took some emartrul cherry, for the nausea,
Then he pulled out a hot wheels car, a gold painted European ford escort. And a cad berry cream egg, that I’ll have tomorrow when I feel better.
He got me Canada dry ginger ale. Because it’s good for nausea, see guys learn new tricks i tought him that one.
And apparently he has a few other things he’s saving for latter.
I love him so much.
See girls that s what you need in a guy. One that is as devoted to you as you are to them.