Paint’s Blog

new day new era as soon as the suns up..

going to FL Ya’ll have good holiday

not me either more heart sick then anything..
all day today I’ve watched Matt get yelled at by his father. i don’t even think he realizes how abusive he gets . no wonder Matt gets migraines .

every . time we tried to do something we got called in to do something else . ..
his father even said ” Matt washing his truck isn’t high on my priority list” well ya know what is was on Matt’s’ priority list of things to get done we did that first because it is the shortest day of the year and anything in house could of been done after dark if it was needed.

we did everything. wash. cleaned etc.
and as we left to finish with the truck his stupid neighbors started in with how lazy he was for leaving the truck half finished .
i got so mad. i yelled at them .
“the only reason it isn’t done is every time we tried to finish we were called inside to do another medial task that could of waited till latter.”
I’m so sick of his father berating him . i love him so much . he deserves better. he really does .
and it kills me to see this .
we talked today .
and it’ is true he is always asking me if what he does is ok.
it always is . he is so starved for praise. all he wants is to not get yelled at every time his father talks to him . to once hear that he did something right.
.
he tries so hard .

all his father talks about is how he’s not good enough. or how he is a slacker . or how he has no hustle .

that is bull .
Matt works his ass off.
he has come through for me time and again .when I’ve needed him ., granted he does have his moments when he s down right lazy . but it is usually after he has been so badly berated all day he just wants to hide from the world .

I’m sorry .
he is the most talented person i know with computers .
he is the perfect boy friend . he is sensitive caring . and . the sweetest thing ..

he has a very poetic soul. and I’m so tired of seeing him get hurt .
i just want to see him once get . a a few days of peace . maybe . a kind word from his family .

his father admit that he isn’t a smuck and stop telling everyone how bad he is . because he isn’t .
I’m sick of watching his neighbors come down on him also i don’t think it’s any of their business .
and . i just once want to see him happy..

for the wiccans Happy Solctice..
for the Jews Happy Channuka

and the rest of ya either Happy kwanza

or Merry Christmas

ok. that takes care of ya’ll.

i’m going to Flordia with a stinky Schnauzer tomarrow .

and will be gone all week .