Paint’s Blog

topic #1

Ahh! I haven’t started editing my final yet.
That fine then Matt we have to fix my OS tonight. . And I probably won’t see you after that till Monday night (except online) once that’s done.

topic #2

I’m very sorry .

Oh and Jen this is an open apology. I’m not going to make any excuses for my behavior even I though do have a few. But I regress.
I’m very sorry I overreacted like that. I just have some very, very strong feeling for Matthew. I love him deeply.
And, he has been the best friend and the most awesome boyfriend that I’ve ever had (and I mean that like winning the lotto, twice ,..more like 3 times . ), and the thought of losing him really hit me hard. Even so I’m fine now, because I know he loves me.

topic #3 sill open letter to Jen

I hope you have a nice trip while in Savannah I’ll probably be in Vero new years, although Matthew is invited down with me I’m not sure if he is coming, I can extend an open invite to come to FL if you want. But I figure you’ll probably want to get used to Savannah, although we are quite serious about the education system here being absolute last in the country. GA is 50th in education. And once your down her I think you’ll see why. Believe me Matt College is basically HS compared to what you are in, assuming you in Norton Shores. Anyway.

What interests do you have any way?
If you defiantly know you want to be an artist or, something. SCAD is nice. But i still recommend getting core classes out of the way first.
It cost me 2k per class here, and I’m taking a math at Matts College because I didn’t want to waste another 2k on a class I’m not good at, When it costs 200$ for one there.
Either way make sure you can finance school and I hope you started your financial aid stuff already , it took me like 6 months to get everything cleared. Fill out your FAFSA, ASAP, if you haven’t already. And see if you can get a parent plus through Sallie mea. College is ridiculously expensive. And make absolutely sure your going to a school for yourself and not to be with people. I left NY and all my friends and family to come her because this is the best Computer art school in the country for digital editing. And visual effects, but it was a big step. And I’m still terribly home sick.

topic #4
Kayna and the NY trip. yeah , i hope your stil making it girl i think he’ll be home alone at this point with his brothers . which is fine i’m kinda sorry i have to miss that .
but any way of to NY! as soon as i get this last week out of the way . W00T!
drop me a note via e-mail my computers are messed up but the mac is working .. sorta .  if you can get to savannah monday night we can Jet then , unles matt changes or i should say makes up his mind whether or not he is coming , then yo can hang out with me , on , monday night and we can leave tuesday afternoon when he gets done with class.
3 drivers make the trip go uick we can be at my house by . 4 am . i’l drive northeast from DC to NY. that should braek it up to . about . 6 hours per person which isn’t bad . we’ll take turns sleeping . . or if it’s just us . i’m stopping in VA.and well get ther by wednesday night .
although i hope he does come the trip is so short . i wouldn’t mind getting an extra day home .
could squeese in a city trip maybe too.then get him home by monday for class . i guess that means he gets first shift coming back so he can sleep.

oh and i have easy pass so hitting the northeast corrador of 95 is awsome . we ust wave to people in the lanes . be we have to clear DC before 3 am .
rush hour starts at 4:30 , i’ve been in that before . eep.
i’m so happy one week left . except for being behing on editing . groan .

ok that covers every one .

i’m of to capture to video

Matt i’ll give you a cookie , if you come over after 6 ish and help me fix this.

or at least walk me through.

i have like 40 drivers i need to install no internet ,

and , and , alienwares master cd is very very lacking on some key elements .,

like . my ethernet controler.

sigh it’s reinstall all my os ‘s week yeah !!! must be the end of the quarter when i need them the most ,

right now i’m posting from my iMac running OS X jaguar . that will be reloaded tomorrow .
i tryed installing Red hat earlier on my pc , but i’m a very stupid newbie . and failed miserably . so i’m regrouping and trying again . then i’m trying a differnt distro. either redhat 8 or knoppix , .. i kind of look at this as a challenge and would like to figure it out on my own but being that it’s very intimadating . i’m not turning down help.
right now i’m hopeful reformating my 200 gig drive for win 2k. but ,.i’m not sure because the commands it took to get to the right drive weren’t the standard DOS commands .
one of the reasons that i was unsure is why it wouldn’t switch drives, it should of been cd c: or what ever .
then format C:
but for some reason it was reading what should of been C: as D:
and to switch drives it took D: dir
which is weird . that should of just brought up the file tree .

argh there is a love hate relationship with all my computers this week
this iMac need to get the OS reinstalled because it’s not stable right now . matt replaced the mother board and ther are a few hard ware conflits . i’m hopeing a reinstall with fix that . fingers crossed .