dumb ass.
stupid , Ex i choose to leave!
granted he was kind to me the ,
but spark had been slaughtered. for over a year . it was stale, dead , and time to move on . i was not happy with im .
living a crapped little dirty aparment in kingston . witha man that did nothing with his life and is living in denial.
i’m happy now ,finally i have somewho cares for me .
and i care deeply for him .
we can talk on the same level most of the time .
and when we out class each other we both try to take the time to exsplain what were talking about . .usually him it’s hardware stuff , me it’s visual effects and software.
and the eh’hemm,.. lovi’n is , well, is finally great (more like fireworks or an over-clocked CPU,
then just great and i mean like to compare the 2
Jack was like , a 286, with like 128 kb memory.
and Matts like . well SGI’s Tezro for graphics with everthing .and i mean like 16 gig ram..and quad MIPS R16000 700 MHz CPU’s ) .. ..
to Matt i say W00T!
for it is that good .
everything is THAT good . .. ..
Ram0ss: ok. I’ll leave you alone.
M27meiko: kook.
M27meiko: u ok/
Ram0ss: not really.
Ram0ss: I’ll survive.
Ram0ss: Boy, you know, Jack has no connection to reality…
M27meiko: what happened?
M27meiko: I’ll take a second off to talk
Ram0ss: well, I saw him at the deli, and I mentioned some of BS that Mary’s ex just put her through today. And said ex’s can be a bitch.
M27meiko: and?
M27meiko: yeah he knows that.
Ram0ss: and he made the statement that ‘Mary is having trouble dealing with our breakup since I am being such a nice guy’.
M27meiko: um. Not really.
M27meiko: I’m over him.
M27meiko: been over him since um. Last April
Ram0ss: Yes, you were over with him long before he was over you.
Ram0ss: and he is too unaware to be aware of that.
M27meiko: sigh
M27meiko: wow.
M27meiko: I’m sorry. That and i ‘m not going to 3-december mainly because matt can’t go and he’s going to be there so I was looking for alternate cities
M27meiko: I’ll be in Kingston on black Friday
M27meiko: to get my NYS inspection
Ram0ss: black Friday, that is the day after thanksgiving, right?
M27meiko: yup
Ram0ss: We’ll have to meet.
M27meiko: matt and i are supposed to come up
M27meiko: we’re doing a long weekend trip
M27meiko: i hope, he could change his mind being he is invited to Atlanta.
Ram0ss: how are things going between you and matt.
M27meiko: very well
M27meiko: i love him so much
Ram0ss: good. And he doubt is over with?
M27meiko: oh, yeah, that’s done
M27meiko: just never mention marriage he runs and hides
M27meiko: it’s kind of cute
Ram0ss: he’s young yet.
M27meiko: yes very.
M27meiko: but. All in time.
Ram0ss: don’t worry about the M word until AFTER graduation.
Ram0ss: then. You will have been together long enough to find out if he EVER will thing about it.
M27meiko: yeah that’s why I’m not in too much of a rush. I just like teasing because he, over reacts to it.
M27meiko: i think he does but it scares him.
Ram0ss: heck I would be scared of it…
M27meiko: guys usually aren’t ready for commitment till there older
M27meiko: i noticed.
M27meiko: you never did settle down and you have plenty of geeks to choose from
Ram0ss: Yes, that is true. On the other hand, I wouldn’t RUN from it either.
